Making the time go by!

The brighter side of things!

Garrett and I have worked things out. It has been the hardest thing that I have encountered in this life so far. It made me question my judgment of people, if I could ever trust my heart again, and why your brain could feel the opposite of your heart.

I know that we are going to be something great that other people will see and be envious of what we have. There are people like that already. It makes me feel great.

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New subject! My new tattoo that I will be getting.

This has been such a hard decision! I wanted many different designs but I needed something meaningful. So, I found one that I think fits all my wants.
So, basically, this is perfect.

The shape: It is in a sun type style. I love sun's so much because I was born in Arizona where it's always shining.

The lightning bolt: I have the nick name Sparky.

The yin and yang: You can't have the good with out the bad. Joy without the sorrow. The equal and opposing forces in my life.

I am getting it done next Monday. I will be sure to upload a picture or two!

A magnet for pain? Maybe?

So, I think I really am a magnet for heart break.

Garrett broke my heart again. He lost my trust.

I only gave him a 3 day period of me "not talking to him" but that wasn't enough.

It was one of those things where you can't stay mad at the person because you can tell they are sorry and it hurts you when they are sad.

But 3 days isn't enough. I am having second thoughts on everything that he says or that we plan to do. I WISH that I could just believe him, because I want too, but I still can't trust him.

I told him that I needed a timely break from him. So I can think things out. He thinks that I am trying to forget him.

Garrett, I could never forget you.